~[[^!ĶĀįŸĩŃ¡^]]~

//memories hab been kept in a speciial pllace wiich iis HHEART//

2005-08-12T14:45:00.000-07:00

hmm..todae mood was nt gd either.haix.reali miz ndp alot alot.Instead of listenin to wad cher say i look at e photo which is taken on ndp dae itself.haix.alot of AIS say,sooner or later we r goin to forget abt ndp n carry on happily wit life.wad i oni can say is.I treasure ndp n u guys alot.Cuz of e word treasure.it make me to forget it so hard.n e tin or peeps i wan to treasure i wont gib up or let it slip so easily.cuz of e word treasure agn n also becuz i dowan tuhh regret.dowan to regret losin frenz.Reali..i treasure u guys n ndp alot.maybe u all might nt treasure all student so much bt..we treasure u all alot.reali.

Actuali todae suppose to be goin to marina carnival de.bt is like last min ais say nt goin den i dun go le.cuz nt goin wit sch de.sum of em goin wit sch bt i gave my place to others so i din go lorx.aniway, i also nt feelin well.cuz havin gastric nowadae guess is din eat much bahx.so gastric pain act up.hmm.chat wit esmond thru sms awhile juz nw.ya lo.he is stil e same.so chicky.say hi thru sms to him den he say hi pretty babe..stil e same.din change at all.guess e flirty nick of his is goin to stick wit him thruout his whole life le.ya lo.hahas.hope he change soon.hmm..reali dunno y..my mood has reali nt been gd.haix.ndp memories hab been kept in a special place which is hheart...no one can snatch or take e memories away cuz it is meant to be mine.it is juz depend on how u spent ur whole 6mth plus in ndp.n e 6mth plus e memories u gain for urself it is urs.nt others nt mine.so dun regret.if u reali regret nw.dun u tink is abit late??cuz ndp already ended 4 dae ago le.haix ya lo..
yeah!gonna c ais on sun...cuz dey goin for carnival too.yeah!

//mizzing em//

2005-08-11T16:14:00.000-07:00

haix..todae dunno y lehx..my soul is in sch bt nt my heart..haix...todae havin lesson til halfway..den me n nian en suddenly say we wan mummy n daddy..den stil tell math cher dat..unless she gib us daddy n mummy if nt we dun do our work..reali like small child..bt durin dat time..i suddenly came to notice ndp reali end le..fairy tale end le.nw is another story le..haix..ah pa n ah ma..wo hen xiang ni men!hen xiang hen xiang!..i miz ndp movement too.haix.i miz grand finale too.haix..i juz miz everytin..haix.
God..can we hab our ah pa n ah ma back??can anot??without em life is so meaningless.haix..

//M i gg to lose contact wit u guys??// Bon voyage tuhh Justin..

2005-08-10T19:38:00.000-07:00

ermx...todae nth much happen stil...i lock myself in e room...except for gg out to toilet n takin tin la..din eat lotsa too..din eat lunch n dinner too..my parent ask me to go dinner wit em..i also beg em to let me to stay at hm...dey noe sth was not right den my eye is swollen too..so they ask my bro lo..den dey noe reason so they let me stay at hm lorx..haix...ndp...reali gt no idea how to let go..alot of ppl r askin me to take it easy..bt haix...how??i dunno lorx...reali dunno...todae chat wit xiao qin chris da xiong n justin...all of em make me cry...haix..reali cry lo..esp e justin...tellin me he gg for holidae...den is like i m tinkin dat reali gonna lose contact wit all ais le...i reali cry lo...haix...den he also nt cumin back on mon wit other ai...cuz he stil on holidae...tink mon...i will cry agn...unless i din get to c mummy lorx..like dat i wont be tinkin of e past le..haix...justin u mux rmb wad u say horx...haix..muz stay in contact horx.. ermx..tink u nw on e way to airport le bahx...Bon voyage horx!haix...reali sad lo...haix..one by one like gg to lose contact le..haix...i miz mummy alot...mummy mummy..i wan ur nagginy i nd ur nagging...
below gt one pic agn..

//*me n mei...*//

//new pic upload//

2005-08-10T11:23:00.000-07:00

haix..goin to afternoon le...so fast agn...haix...nth happen much lo..so far oni chat wit fren in msn..i came to upload pic de...cuz jux nw justin send me le..

bird de ger...justin..me..sandy n jinhua

//*sandy justin n me!*// nice yarx??

//*sandy,me n jin hua....n e guy is hui xiang*//

dunno y..jux feel like sayin thx to everyone wu i took pic wit...maybe those is my last memories wit u all le..so i treasure it alot..actuali i yst stil wan to take pic wit alot of ppl de...but it seem dat time is so clash..reali no chance to take...but aniway, i reali wan to thx all ppl wu actuali bright up my life in ndp..gt daddy mummy...gt da xiong gt my orchids family..gt justin..gt esmond...stil gt lotsa bt tis few r basically e peeps lor..
daddy mummy de i hab say all i wan to say le...haix...e card i hope u all treasure it n all e words r true..
as for da xiong...thx is all i wan say to u agn..thx for ur cd...muz meet up for lunch horx..u gt my no..so contact me bahx...
justin...ermx...dun reali noe u well..but so far...i quite like u as a fren de..thx for ur photo...xie xie ni...n horx..i forget to take light stick frm u siax..haix..nvm la...already past le...so nvm lo....actuali u cfm shock how cum i actuali treasure our friendship so much...i also not sure too but i oni can say is like u r a joker wu keep makin me laugh everytime..ya lo..although oni get to noe u oni at last 2 finale but ok la...din regret to noe u.. hmm..muz take care horx...n muz stay in contact horx...dun go missin till halfway ar...
as for esmond...can say dat u r over e limit of flirtin le la...dunno whether u gt a chance to read my blog anot but i oni wan to say..flirt is ok bt noe ur limit lor..bt i treasure our friendship..cuz u r a big joker too..ermx...n guess u r over happy yst le..cuz i gave u my no..hahas..relax...ya n...wish u all e best wit her horx...take care..keep in contact too...
below gt da xiong send me de pic...

hahas..sang nila..james..shuaix horx??

Da xiong N me..hahas..like bro n sis yarx??

//*da xiong wit us agn..hahas*//

//*hahas...it us agn..cool yarx??*//

//happie birthdae singapore!!!//~sad sad!

2005-08-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

happie birthdae 40th Singapore!!
haix...juz reach hm frm ndp..my mood nw is till at e lowest point of e mountain..dunno how to describe..tink todae is reali a very memorable dae lo...n ndp reali end le..haix..todae took alot of pic...wit e shuaix sang nila,mummy daddy, hui xiang...da xiong n justin.. n muii mei...

todae...went to lot b4 go to sch..cuz muz do mummy daddy da xiong n esmond card..ermx...todae juz like normal in sch lorx..eat le den make up...den da xiong also gib me chc de disc as e gift!xie xie ni! i lub it lotsa...todae also get to eat e food dat daddy do for us..it was nice..reali nice...ermx...haix...stil gt wad..ya we stil take photo in sch...

nw tok abt in padang le...ermx..mei was e first one wu came n ask me take pic wit her de..she so cute when take pic dat time...den second is e george..he damn funny lo..take le den he keep sayin thx to me...he horx...funny...bt e pix is wit him muz get it frm him...den can upload..den e stupid esmond also another one...dintake pic wit him bt horx...he keep blamin me for nt gibin him his no...bt in e end i gib it to him...cuz last dae le mahx..tink he wont do anitin de la..oni like stay in contact lor...den todae b4 goin in for grand finale so scary...i so sad n scare...den i cry...oni mag n sandy noe...den mag cum n hug me...den she clean my tears for me...thx mag!den thx God lo...cuz i din do wrong!..all was done very well...den mummy n daddy keep smilin c le i also happie..bt sum of my fren gt do wrong..bt nvm la...u did ur best yarx??at least u wont regret...den b4 goin in for finale..i took pic wit sang nila...so pai sae..gt me n sandy take wit him a..he reali very shuaix lo..den also gt take wit daddy...den gt one senior ai go push me n sandy head towards daddy face when take dat time...so wad siax him..bt he real joker lo..din reali mind la...den stil gt justin...shit...i forget to take light stick frm him..haix..nvm lo forget it...at least gt his email n gt chance take pic wit him too..den stil gt hui xiang..ya lo..den stil gt da xiong...oni me n him...den is like our height like same same lo...so dunno wu say like bro n sis...ya very agree...den stil gt..haiyo..too mani ppl le...next time one by one upload...todae oni upload one later..cuz dat one is taken by daddy hp de..oni me n him after finale...todae e party was also very very fun lo...teacher ask us nt to run...bt hack care la..we juz run...wu care! u thot we dog wor..always listen to u all...den last dae stil dun run...siaox!we keep runnin..den i keep draggin ppl in..first is tze hee mummy second is esmond...haiyo...he quite fat de lo...cuz hold his hand juz nw while runnin...den is like he hand..haiyo...bt i like his perfume...hahas..ya lo..den gt one part when run till half way gt ppl splash water den...esmond big size mahx..so i use him to block lorx...den he kana most of e water...den stil gt...we use archer body de tin go n do n ppl face..toopid lor..so mani ppl do on my face..tink i gonna hab pimples de..bt nvm..it was fun....den is like...so fast den finish le...den we go le..bt halfway...dey ask us to go back..cuz gt one general stil haben tok finish...so we went back..den is like so gd..went back den gt chance to take pic wit sang nila n another shuaix ge frm archer...he dat one reali shuaix lo..den also take pic with daddy...haix..den tze hee din board e bus wit us...sad haix...den is like he accompany us into e bus den he go le...b4 he go...he told us dat...he meetin us in 5 yrs time is becuz he goin for oversea studies next yr..so he hope can c us in ndp after 5 yrs..haix..i m jux tinkin 5 yrs leh...he wan us go crazy in missin him izzit??haix...den at e moment..orchids cry lo..den when he say bye dat time...we cry real loud..den he ask us dun cry...haix..reali very sad...i keep cryin frm bus till sch...haix..even nw...my mood is damn low..haix.

//*daddy n me*//

//*reali cant accept e fact...*//
//lub ndp foreva*//

//haix..reali endin le..//

2005-08-07T12:15:00.000-07:00

haix..tml gonna be e worse dae of my life in tis yr..worse den everytin i hab...haix..stil cant accept e fact dat ndp is goin to end...n oni left 1 more dae!1 more dae oni!haix..reali sad lo..no words can describe my mood nw...haix...wad will happen to my life after tml??no ones noe...bt God noe...i believe dat God will stil continue to gib me a great road after tml..thx God for his blessin!God i lub u most!u r e best...for he is e one wu always save e best for us...
cry bahx cry bahx...cry n u will feel beta tml...ndp rawkx!

-[[ndp gonna stay in my heart foreva]]-
//*ndp create my new world durin june*//

//b4 tue reali end tin to say to daddy mummy n orchids//

2005-08-06T17:51:00.000-07:00

haix.reali gt no idea wad to do nw.cry almost e whole dae yst.haix.cuz after practice den all orchids wait in e holdin area mahx.den is like tze hee mummy.he gib us everyone 1 letter cuz ndp goin finish le.haix.den is like i m e first one wu receive n read de.actuali din plan to read it ere de.but den,all my fren ask me open so i open lo.den haix.haben finish readin till halfway,i already cry le.my tears r gushin out but nt rollin down.haix.all my fren also ask me dun cry.bt is like reali cant stop my tears lo.den after i finish readin my letter.den i turn my head to all my fren.i was shock too.cuz all of em r cryin.even ZHI YING! u noe is ZHI YING lehx.haix.she seldom cry de bt she cry yst.haix.so u can noe how touch n sad we r lo.nt actin de bt is our feelin deep frm our heart.haix.slowly more ppl receive n read theirs den one by one cry le.oni 3 din cry.haix.cuz 3 of em is hack care ndp de.bt i m juz thinkin dat dun dey r touch by e letter??it is done by tze hee himself n all words r true..n it reali took him alot of time to do all e 34 cards.haix.reali very very sad.almost all ais n teacher r sad.e esmond keep lookin at me.tink he is shock when i m cryin too.haix..yst was e worse dae so far for ndp which i hab spend.n yst was also e worse dae i cry for ndp n every sad tin which happen to me so far frm jan till nw..yst even we takin e fun pack we r still cryin lo.den justin was e one wu gib us e fun pack de mahx.den he also look at us.i oni can say all ai are shocked lo.haix.esp tze hee also shocked.bt haix.i oni can say i was also shock when so mani ppl cry..almost all except 3 lehx..mean 31 ppl cryin lehx.haix.when goin hm dat time in e bus we still cryin lo..haix..esp where e part when mummy say bye to us..he say bye den he went down e bus..den all of em cry even louder..den he stil wave to me when he go down e bus.cuz i sit window de.haix.den after ndp..sum of em go for reach out for e skies practice mahx...den we hear e song we also cry.haix.den..when i chat on phone we tears will stil drop even we r nt on e topic..when todae i woke up..n e first tin i tink is ndp..n my tears flow out too...haix.below is wad tze hee wrote for ky in e card..nt to tell u all abt wad...bt to tell u all dat..frm e card of words..u can c dat how gd is our mummy..cuz he even say thx for our effort..when we did so mani complainin scoldin n rebellin...reali he is a gd mummy...

THE VERY PRETTY LADY
muz "cheng ren" that you are a cute n pretty lady.No wonder many AIs say u pretty n "choi"!.hah.but muz be careful lah.danger always lies near beauty.a big thx for e effort that u put in for ndp,though u and sandy"mei yi chi dou hui fa pi qi".No matter wad, stil hav to acknowledge and thx u for all e hard work dat u put in.Enjoy yourself and put up a good performance.straighten ur hand!!!and put on a smile.You are directly in front of Mr president.Take care.

tze hee mummy!, xie xie ni..thx alot.thx for everytin u did for us.esp in e beginnin..make u sad n angry..reali sori...dun keep angry ok?later gt white hair cum out den nt handsum le...n mummy u look shuaix in ur home clothes men..mean nt orange tee la...hmm....nt sure when we still can c each other after ndp which is on tue..haix..bt mummy promise all ur 34 daughters dat muz keep in contact wit us horx!dun after ndp dun care us le horx..we stil nd mummy de care n naggin de.. n horx muz cum cck n teach chinese horx...haix..mummy thx for ur card too...reali thx..i m totally touch by all ur words..reali..sad to make ndp as a history after tue..haix...bt no choice..haix..even we r always complainin n rebellin but u stil say thx to us for our effort..u r reali a very gd mummy..a gd ai too..haix.lastly..mummy.. on e behalf of all ur 34 orchids juz wanna say a big thx n sorry to u!...
THX TZE HEE!
SORRY TZE HEE!
mummy! ur 34 orchids daughter promise u dat we will gib our best shot on ndp dat dae itself de..its a promise between us!believe in us..n on tue..u n daddy dun nd to be so tense up abt our movement le..we will take care of everytin de...its time for us to let u n daddy to be proud of us..n sit down n relax for a excellent show..n is also time for us to tell u both dat we can make it de...mummy daddy! hab faith in us bahx...
//*gonna miz u 2 lotsa de*//
//*mummy daddy... ur 34 daughter lub u 2 lotsa!!*//
//*keep in touch*//
//*take care*//

daddy read e msg below if u r in my blog too!

daddy,xie xie ni!tough u everytime is nt ere for us durin when goin in for e perfomance..cuz u always si zhong de..bt nvm..cuz we understand..cuz u gt lotsa of tin to do..gt urcher de..gt other stage character de..gt sailor de..n stil gt orchids to take care...reali very tirtin for u..so daddy we dun blame u!we stil wan to thx u for for everytin u did for orchids..thx..we seldom make u angry de la...cuz u always smile de..den nv say qi si ren le...nt like mummy de.opps..ya rmb dat we always make u shout at us de...cuz we din always line up in 2 straight line properly b4 go in for performance..hahas..so sori daddy!so sori! make u shout so much..dun shout animore le..is bad for throat de..hahax.daddy...u always so shuaix de lo..even in orange colour tee also shuaix lo..hahax..bt haix...like wad i say to tze hee in my blog also..after ndp dunno when we can all gather out to c each other le.haix..bt nvm...muz keep in contact hor?!hahas.i noe we will de..hahas..ermx..haix..n reali lo...on e dae..u n mummy juz nd to relax...dun worry for us le...u all worry for us so long le...its tired for u all le..its time to hab a gd break n watch our best performance ever by us le...but daddy dun go shi zhong wit e others senior ai on tue ok??haix...we 34 orchids also promise u dat we will gib our best shot de!wont gib up even dat dae tin seem to go wrong..bt touch wood la..hahas..wont de la...lastly, wanna say thx behalf on ur 34 orchids daughter dat..

THX CHRISTOPHER DADDY!

SORRY CHRISTOPHER!

//*will miz u lotsa de..*//

//*muz stay in contact hor!muz hor!*//

//*rmb to relax dat dae..leave all tin to us n hab a break!..*//

//*take care*//

Orchids!listen up!..dun make tue our regret dae le..all we could do is gib mummy daddy a excellent show..we promise em to do our best le..so we cant back up de...n i noe u all wont de ritex??n orchids..rmb to listen to 933 tml 7pm to 9pm..juz stay tune..cuz mummy wrote a letter in for us..bt nt sure whether will it be read..bt lets pray it will ok??malays orchids dun worry much...i will take down all of it n translate for u all de...orchids!jiayou on tue..090805!...n tze hee say he wont accept any gift de..he say a card for him will do..n he n daddy stil say their best present is our best performance for ndp dae..so u all c..he is a gd mummy ritex??dun let dey all 2 down...lets do our best..jiayou!jiayou!jiatyou!

is pic rawkx!lub it lotsa!tis pic is inside e card which tze hee gib it to us..

~shuaiX dai le...~

2005-08-05T17:36:00.000-07:00

haix...juz came back frm hm..juz nw got ndp..haix..juz nw muii tears drop siax..haiyo...u all cfm wonder wad tis time happenin agn liaox..hahas..ndp la..dey show e video la..haiyo..den wad gib tin to ais dat time also very sad..haix..den e mr chong also say thx to who who who...den alot of gdbye tin lo...den reali very sad..alot of ppl eye watery de..but din cry la..oni i so toopid cant control muii tears frm droppin haix..sia la..todae first impression of all ais is almost..SHUAIX!!!!!!!!SHUAIX DAI LE...my gosh...dey wear hm clothes reali different lo..so man..hahas...nt like always wear orange shirt like dat..hahas...dey reali look nice sehx.hahax.esp mummy n da xiong lo..2 of em reali look man to dae sehx..hahax..nw i noe mummy also very shuaix de..hahax.haix..ndp reali goin end le..how?how?how?haix...dunno la...reali cant imagine shex..haix...
sianx..tml muz wake up also..cuz gt to learn e dance of reach out for e skies..hahas.lame..hahas.

2005-08-04T17:50:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh! yst was a damn crazy dae for me...cuz nd to study for geo de EOY..cuz e ms rin stomach big big lor..hahas...mean pregnant lo..haha..so geo EOY tml..hahas..ermx...reali memories like hell men! argh!summore is real busy lo...gt IPW...den no time to study..den yst last min study!phew! bt thz God n angel...cuz they help me to pull thru..they gib me strength to memories n pull thru!thx God..hahas...e paper was quite ok to me lo...nt dat difficult neither it is easy too....hahas..bt tink i can pass lo...geo i dun aim high cuz i hab been doin badly all e time.hahas.so can pass den ok le...hahas..reali tired nw..burn midnight oil yst..haix..sianx...craps lo...yeah! can watch superstar todae le!bt tml stil gt e math test..ARGH!always test test test de...

juz went to lot wit nian en..den we eat in mac agn..hahas..den in mac e reach out for e skies song keep playin hahas..but whenever we hear e song we dun think it is fan leh..in fact we lub it deeper n deeper..hahas..den nian en also gt say e costume she tink it is gettin nicer n nicer le..nt reali dat ugly at all..hahas..quite agree wit it de la..hahas..bt haix..came to tink of it nw..y nw den like leh ?y nt earlier leh?haix...goin end le..noe le also no use.haix.

ya..almost forget to blog dat..hahas..allen is so shuai..hahas...nian en n me keep tokin abt him siax..also dunno y...oni his apple attract me e most..hahashe damn skinny lo..hahax

2005-08-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

hmm...i m back to blog le...din blog yst...cuz lazy...hahax...hmm...yst gt tin happen esp at nitex...cuz chat on phone..den is like..dunno lehx... den is like silly pig told me alot of tin..at e moment jux feel dat is like i reali cant get rid of e religious tin lor...tink is like after yst it make me believe in fate more lorx...haix..dunno lehx...bt yst...dat is e first time when i can tok to someone abt religious tin without any stress!...dat e main tin...reali lor...i said all tin abt religious out...abt those force force de...reali nt stress at all...cant find any difficulties when i m tokin abt dat lor...so can say dat...it is quite a gd tin lor...

ermx...as for todae...went to buy sixi de shirt...very nice to me siax...bought at amn studio de...haha...quite ex de...bt ok la...xiao qin nian en n me share $ mahx...so ok lorx...hahax...
ermx.kkx gtg le...muz prepare for tuition le..

// ~ party nt fun! bt yet very memorable!~//

2005-07-31T15:16:00.000-07:00

haix..cam to blog agn le.yst din blog.cuz of ndp.slept at 3am yst.so tired nw.cuz i chat on phone so i very late slp.hahas.notti me.

hmm.yst was nt gd at all! not even a sec!argh! damn sad n fed up! yst orchids do alot wrong siax.sad sad.reali beri sad.thot we can do a gd job b4 e actual dae.which is e last 2 firecrackers haix.but wu noe y like dat.haix.but papa n mama nt sad siax.haix.y like dat.stupid us.hmph!.den e party also nt nice at all!haix.reali nt nice!cuz of last wk we very crazy den teacher say warn us.hmph!so one dare to play!nvm!believe me e last day of fire crackers which is e actual dae, we will be crazy de.we will de!cuz i wan dat dae to be damn memorable n fun! i dowan wan to end up regrettin for nt enjoyin ourselves!i dowan! i regret alot of tin so i tis time dowan to regret le.summore is ndp!haix.ya lo.yst b4 grand finale also very funny.e justin n da xiong la.keep make fun of me.esp e justin.OMG!he is damn childish dose type lo.reali different ppl lo...he look mature n gt muscle.bt in e end.my gosh! childish childish!hahas.jux becuz of e light stick la.hahas.bt in e end he also got kana bully by me.hahas.he also gib me his light stick.cuz at first i keep snatchin his light stick de mahx...den is like he thot i will angry easily de mahx.den when i suddenly gib him back e light stick he thot i reali angry hahas.bt i din.den he sound like gonna say sori to me lo.haha...LOL!..aniway,after yst i tok to him,reali find dat he is CHILDISH!hahas summore if i m nt wrong he is army superior hahas.surprise hor.a army superior can also be so childish.hahas.ermx...yst also gt take pic wit mummy n da xiong.bt so sad.daddy nt ere...haix...e daddy always "shi zhong" de.wan find him b4 our performance is damn difficult de lo.dat daddy haiyo.dunno wad to say.hahas.

da xiong...*//frm left...muii, sandy n xiao qin..//*

wahoo! mummy!sixi!mummy!

ya..almost forget...ya yst was also scare by e daddy!argh!he horx..so wad siax.cuz he tell us gt spot check mahx...by e police dog..den very scare lo..my tears roll down abit when goin to check dat time...den ar...e stupid daddy chris cum n tell us dat no dog le...only scan...argh! he hor..full of lies de...hahas...reali very scare lo...hahas..bt thx God no dog le...hahas

//~shh..stop askin le~//

2005-07-29T18:44:00.000-07:00

at tis moment i juz wanna say..shh...dun ask le..reali dun ask le.it is reali nt easy for me to stand strong to my decision de.i m nt cold blooded de.reali like tink till so long den i did dat decision de.so stop askin le peeps.i m nt feelin gd abt dat too.so stop askin le.i dun mind how u guys tink of me.no matter is stupid or wad.shh.juz stop askin den ok le.reali nt easy.shh.haix.i also dunno y sum peeps mind r changin so fast.encourage me to do dat earlier but nw, u r juz pourin a bucket of water at me n say me stupid.wad logic is dat??haix

2005-07-29T17:35:00.000-07:00

hahas.jux came back frm ndp todae.hahas.surprise siax will dismiss us early hahas.todae basically was a ok dae for me lor.bt in e morning was damn angry becuz of e ipw project gt to rede it jux becuz of one member!argh.but in e end ok la.he say sori to me le.so let tin past lor.cuz stil gt 3D model to do mahx.if we dun cooperate den die for sure le.hahas.ms ibaidah also gib us lollipop todae to motivate us for tml de preview.cuz tml was a quite impt dae juz like real ndp actual dae.so she motivate us by givin all stage character lollipop lorx.so nice of her hahas.but all tis tin gonna end soon le.tis wk seem to be so busy n passing so fast haix.sad.so sianx.bt nth can be done.haix.oni left less den 24 hours to tml de preview le.haix.in e bus when juz nw nian en n me tok abt ndp gonna end.my tears nearly fall men.haix.no idea wad happen hahas.but aniway,jiayou bahx.huh...so fast mean muz buy present for goodbye gift for AI le lor.sianx.haix.goodbye gift??haix.y nt meetin gift??hai

2005-07-28T17:09:00.000-07:00

happie birthdae tuhh clariz!!

hahas.todae is clariz de birthdae.nv forget her de.will always rmb her.cuz she is a very nice person.althought nw we nv contact each other le but at least ere is alot of happy memories which i spend wit her, bao bei(sze hui),jia,jess,ryan and ced.Nv gonna forget em de.cuz during last time dey play an impt role in muii life.hahas.

ermx.yst din blog.cuz very busy n tired.slept at 1 plus yst.i am so busy yst for findin all e materials for geo de brochure siax.tired tired.den horx, i also miss jue dui superstar becuz of e brochure n e 3 test.haix.reali so stress men.sian.hmm.todae already thurs le wors.so fast.tis wk sat is cumin till e last 2 times of firecracker le.sad sad.but wad can i do??nth can be done to change the fact de.haix.tink of wad yst sixi sae."Oni hard work can produce gd performance"ya.reali totally agree lors.cum to tink of it.orchids reali very xing ku de.gt so many changes frm the beginnin till nw.but aniway,since frm the beginnin we are gonna to reach e end le although is damn sad but jiayou bahx.cuz everyone wan ndp dat dae to be a memorable n nice n of cuz a successful ndp!!n we muz nt disappointed our daddy n mummy hors.since dey r impt to us.we muz show em dat tey r impt to us by doin well in e followin up practice horx??orchids rmb jiayou ar.hope we r gonna still be one big family after ndp bahx.haix.

ermx.aniway.yst thx for nian en ur present hahas.thx alot.lub it lotsa!esp e dolphin hahas.xie xie ni wors.

sian men.todae ms rin nv cum so no geo test.den hai wo yst go study.hmph!.den todae mdm rosnah also nv cum den hor e test in e end we end up copyin.lame lor.haiyo.dat mean oni math test which is real test todae.argh.summore so sway.i din study for a math.sian.think i cfm fail de.haix.but i try muii best for e 2 question which contains 20 mark.hahas.

~canT regret is all i noe!!~

2005-07-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

haix..blog agn..i c ur blog le.also c ur hand injuries.haix.reali gt no idea how me myself is feelin nw.normal?heart pain?i dunno.haix.bt i noe i cant regret le.cuz i choose e road which is i gib up on u first.so ya.haix.reali cant regret.i tink i reali gonna treat it as a new life for me bahx.ya.tink e oni way out to reali forget all tin is goin back to chc.ya.i tink after ndp i goin back to chc le.haix.dunno whether goin back to chc isit a gd choice.bt i reali will tink properly b4 i go back cuz.i dowan to regret agn le.aniway,tc...u muz reali take care horx.dun do all those tin le.nt worth it de.cuz if a person wu is reali worth for all e tin u done recently wont make u do it de.take care bahx.n dun nd to thz me de.i believe n cfm u will find someone beta den me de.no matter wad..gd luck best wishes!!Fren foreva.. n ya.sori.reali very dui bu qi.cuz nv expect tin wil turn out like dat.Fren foreva!
mei...haix...ya lor...i also dunno y i do dat...maybe i stupid bahx..but i tink dat is reali e oni way out for us to solve our prob.aniway,xie xie ni...i m ok le..dun worry much abt me.

~Haix.sound stupid bt reali shed tears for it~

2005-07-26T18:06:00.000-07:00

hahas...silly pig thx for ur present men.i like it alot hahas.yst silly pig came to gib me my birthdae present.i lub it lot.reali feel dat e silly pig is another person siax.hahax.cuz e way u wear.hahas.different till siao.hahax.yst u reali look great men!.hahax.

jux went to lot 1 n juz reach hm.haix sian later 630 gt hm tuition.haix.so tired siax.cuz NTU sch reopen le mahx.den change tuition time to 630 liaox.hahas.juz nw saw yiwen siax.she reali beri pretty lor.but look quite attitude de.bt she use kun tat hp sms me.n chat wit her thru sms oni ard 5 min.bt feel tat she ok lehx.nt like wad other ppl tell me dat she is attitude lehx.dunno la.maybe dun reali noe her lorx.but kt ur taste beri gd leh.hahax..bt yiwen y ur taste so.hahax.no la.jokin bah le.both also look gd la.hahas.eat mac for lunch todae.hahax.miracle siax.todae first time hear nian en say tt she dowan ndp to end.hahax.bt en ar.nw den u noe too late le lahx.cuz gonna end le.haix.reali sad.bt no choice oni hope we wont lose contact wit daddy mummy n other ais lorx.haix.sad.oni left 2 time to firecracker le.sad reali beri sad.lately, when i tink of ndp gonna end my tears reali cant control dat it roll down itself.cuz ndp...reali let me realize n noe alot of tin.like fren bahx.reali noe alot of fren n treasure em alot.n i also noe wad unity reali mean le.without unity orchid wont be able to put up such a gd show.nt oni orchid also other ccksian.ndp has accompany me thru e time when my life is in a mess.it help me to forget all tin n let me start frm e beginning.haix.gd tin nv end.dat very very true.i tink oni those ppl wu watch ndp preview will noe y i reali cry for ndp.haix.sound stupid n idoit.but reali.ndp means alot to me.haix.ndp.how i wish it wil nv ever end.bt tink nt possible de.cuz 9th of august reachin soon le.haix.

~sad sad~
*wan ndp*

2005-07-25T16:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthdae Daryl!!

todae is daryl birthdae!!..hahax..happie birthdae to him worx.tis mth reali alot of ppl birthdae lorx.cumin up stil gt clariz de.hahax...

ermx...todae receive 3 present agn.gt my mei de.gt sandy de.gt sheena de.thx worx.hahax.i like it lotsa.esp mei de.hahax.xie xie ni.
todae was quite a bad dae.cuz my stomach beri pain siax.haix.sad me.
ermx.tell cher all e tin le.so quite ok lor me nw.nt as scare as last time le.haix.oni hope he wont continue to do dat to himself le.saw his hand todae.haix.reali very scare n worry for him de.but i hope tin will be over soon bahx.haix..hope he can respect my decision n dun waste time on me le bahx.haix.

2005-07-24T14:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE SANDY!!!!

i blog agn cuz i juz nw forget to blog sany's birthdae...hahahax...sori ar...hahax... went to look at one of muii fren entries...which she blog...she say dat yst she went to c e performane of ndp...n it was reali nice..den she say it make her change e point of view...hahax...ya...i tink those ppl wu went yst reali noe how much fun was ndp reali...n how memorable it can be to us...although it seem stupid..bt it is nt...reali is nt...believe me...

~Memorable birthdae~ thz i lub u guys!

2005-07-24T14:32:00.000-07:00

HaIx....yst was a memorable birthdae for me...reali lub it...receive daxiong n esmond present too...i lub it so much...thx for ur me to u bear da xionG!...n esmond thx for ur cute soft doggie bear!..thx i lub it lotsa....yst gt bad tin n happy tin...say happy tin first bahx...

part of the present i receive yst...

yst after grand finale we hab a party ere...was reali damn crazy...ppl r juz goin ard to pull each other hand n run ard e whole padang area..was very siao lor...den is like when b4 goin into e grand finale da xiong say it was as if like celebratin muii birthdae cuz gt alot of fire crackers den is like we r very high lor...hahax...den during e party we stil go to e ucher body den touch their body n use e oil ontheir body to clean on our fren face...hahax...was reali damn high...all i noe is...i m shoutin at e top of our voice yst...reali shout...i use all my might to shout yst...cuz i m so fan...n shout is all i wan to do dat time...

as for sad de...i cry yst...reali cry le....i was scare to cry...cuz eleena say all e tin till so scary abt him i reali scare men...i dun dare to go hm wit him...eleena also say beta nt..i reali very scare yst...bt i tink my mind reali set le...n is stil e same ans...lets remain fren bahx... i tink i wont change muii decision le...yst at night was also chattin on phone...den he keep callin my hm no...den cuz my hse gt double line de...den i m reali very scare lor...i dunno wad to do....den while i m chattin one phone wit my fren i cry le....at dat time...i m juz askin myself nt to scare..nth will happen de...bt is like e scare will juz nv go off like dat...bt thx God... yst gt my fren ere to chat wit me n comfort me...reali treasure my fren alot...thx God...den he put my birthdae present outside my hse...i dun dare to take...durin dat moment i reali dun dare to do anytin...i was scare...dunno is all i was sayin yst...haix...bt aniway, wad i wan to say is...stop doin all those tin to urself le...reali stop bahx...i got no idea how to comfort u nw bt oni to say stop bahx...haix...

aniway, yst was reali a very memorable dae....once agn thx for all my fren wu gib me present n their blessin..thx...blessin is more then enough to everytin le...n fren i will stand strong to my decision de...dun worry abt me le bahx...

NDP fire crackers!nice horx??

Yst NDP fire cracker too...

2005-07-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

Happie birthdaE to muiiself!!!!

hahax...todae is e time i grow one yr older le....hahax...so i wish muiiself happie birthdae hahax...bt reali thx for all muii fren wu send me msg n testi for muii birthdae yst night...dey send me on e dot of 12 hahax...thx lotsa...hahax...lub u guys lotsa...hahax...ermx...hahax...nw iish in e morning so far nt much tin happen yet but hahax...hope todae no bad tin will happen bahx...hahax...cuz i tink i todae night nt blogging le...cuz gt ndp...den todae cum back later den b4 practice...i also dunno y....bt dat wad ms kalai say...muahaha...

~nt a gd dae at all~

2005-07-22T18:17:00.000-07:00

Happie birthdae to Li ping....

todae is li pnig birthdae... beat her 15 times liaox...it seem like tis wk i hab lotsa of fren birthdae...haix sad...tml is my birthdae le...bt yet todae...haix...noe alot of tin which make me sad.....cant say noe la...happen bahx...

haix...i dunno whether wad eleena say is true or fake de...bt it ink is true de bahx....dun wish to believe dat bt i tink dat e fact bahx...haix...wad i tink i wan to say is...dun like dat le hao mahx??stop doin dat to urself....haix...dunno...i nw also very fan haix...

todae sixi mummy nv cum for ndp...sad sad...haix...e toopid dog jingwei n e mr chong...keep asking orchids to do tis n dat...ARGH~angry siax...keep askin us to redo redo...den we all damn angry we shout all e bad wrong in front of him siax...he oni continue to say we wrong in wad...we hack care him siax...damn toopid e jingwei...shit him...like wad e sissy AI sae after ndp finish we throw shit at him....hmph...toopid em...damn angry siax...always orchids orchids orchids....like nv call b4 like dat...ARGH...haix...tink e rest of e unhappy tin i dun blog le bahx..i oni can say i m fan n stress nw...haix

2005-07-21T19:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO WU LIEH!!!!!!!!

wahoo!hahax...recently like so free like dat keep update blog hahax...todae is wu lieh's birthdae....hahax...although dun reali noe him well bt hahax...still wan to wish him happie birthdae!!....ermx...todae i wore traditional clothes to sch...it look so yucky...bt hahax...all my fren like my clothes alot...cuz it look nice...bt i tink nt on me...hahax...bt it a gd experience...cuz can wear other culture costume...all thx to lin for lendin me her sis costume hahax... ermx... todae zhi ying also gt wear eurasion de cpstume...look reali nice n mature...totally like nt e ger we use to noe...muhahax...like wad she is nw..she is a mummy to us le...our daddy is calvin..hahax...nt becuz of any relationship la...becuz of their dressin todae..reali look couple...den dey gt almost e same height...hahax...cal also look handsum in his long sleeve shirt n long pant...so shuai ar...reali c another calvin todae also...muahahax...

~speciallY foR niann enn~

2005-07-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

Niann enn....surprise bahx...gt post specially for u...hahax...muz be honour worx...ermx...actuali muii main purpose is to tell euu dat...make ur decision soon bahx... after u reali make a decision dat dun chg le hao mahx??even if next time wad gervissa or other ppl tell u tin abt him..u also cant chg..cuz is ur decision...so no regret even u r hurt deeply hao mahx ??life is full of up n down... u cant stop it frm cumin de...so nw all e tin u goin thru nw is oni sum small down...nt a big one yet..k??u muz overcum it...god is juz givin u a test in life bahx le...N dun shed tears for him le...cuz i tink if u reali lub him...he is worth of ur tears yarx??N e ppl wu is worth of ur tears wont make u shed tears of him de...no matter wad.. u muz believe e decision u choose is ritex de...u muz hab faith in urself b4 u can do e tin u wan...reali stop cryin for him le...always c u sad sad de...after ndp u cfm will sad de...y??cuz u c him den u will sad huh??seein him in sch is cfm de...cuz all tis is arrange by God...summore in sch...cfm will c tin which u reali dowan c de...bt niann enn..i ask u...seein him happy isit enough for u??i tink is enough le...cuz dat is his decision n he tink dat..e decision he make is reali makin him happy..so respect him bahx..bt it doesnt mean u cant lub him..like wad u always say...lovin a person doesnt mean dat u nd to hab him by ur side... nian enn...all i could say n tell u i hab already done so le...nw is all to u le...life is urs...i could oni be sumone wu iish in ur life beside at all times givin u advise..n plz...niann enn...dun juz becuz of him spoil ur everytin...dun let him spoil ur beautiful life which u hab nw...best wishes bahx...i m always ere for u...hope to c u wear costume tml..cuz dat reali show dat he is nt spoilin ur life which u hab nw..k??

~God bless muIi decision~

2005-07-20T19:04:00.000-07:00

Happie birthdae to Zhi yiNg!!
n...
Happie birthdae to Sze Hui mUii bao beI too!!!
N..
lastly wont ForgeT dat todae iish also GwyN birthdaE too!!
Happie birthDae to GwyN!!!

hahax~...todae i gt 3 fren birthdae siax..so mani hahaX...bt lucky gt 2 din c em for long...so save 2 present hahax...no la..nt dat stingy..both r muii bao bei where can save $ on em..

Ermx..todae was quite a bad dae frm recess onwards...cuz haix...dunno how to say...bt i oni hope bt decision is correct bahx...nt i dowan bt i scare tin will happen agn..so i came out wit a different decision tis time...everytime i agree bt tis time...tink reali its time to settle for once n for all le... maybe is like i also use to my life nw le..cuz depend on him too much le bahx..cuz staed wit him since sec 1 till tis yr june...maybe i shud reali enjoy n get use to e life alone nw le bahx...i tink i believe my decision is ritex de...hahax...aniway, i hope our friendship stand foreva.... wad i can oni say nw is...thx for evertin in e past u hab gib me... n fren foreva bahx...

yaya..another tin is bcuz of ndp la... todae gt practice at kranji camp..damn sianx..once reach ere den call orchids go practice le...den nvm...bt they bluff us siax...always say after one practice den can go for break le...bt u noe...one after one practice...we end up in e field....so liar siax...BIG FAT LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmph...

~siXi...mummY~

2005-07-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

ermX...weNt to padang todae...bt it was raininere so we went to esplande ere for practice...hahax..very pai sae ere...cuz oni orchids ere so very pai sae...hahax...bt also very happy la todae..hahax...we call sixi mummy todae..hahax..funny...he reali react to us sia hahax...such a gd ai where to find wor..hahax...bt todae practice make till so "gua zhang" oni our grp bahx le...den so many ai went down..haiyo...so gua zhang siax...hahax.. bt reali enjoy ourselves alot...hab alot of joke todae...hahax..

2005-07-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

weird bahx...y i blog agn...ermx... cuz my mei remind me of ndp gonna end...so jux feel like blog it down...counted le...left 7 more training in sch,4 more times @ padang, 3 more times can see fire works...total time spend for ndp left is 11 times...den oni left 21 dae to ndp end...which include everydae every min n every sec..haix...is reali sad to countdown for it..bt i tink is bcuz it matter to me too much so i did dat...n we muz stil face e fact..mei ar...u dun be sad le....ndp no matter wad it stay in our heart foreva den can le...dun try to forget it but get use to e life after ndp k??nt juz for mei bt to those wu r in ndp n wu reali care for ndp alot...save our tears for ndp actual dae bahx...cuz i noe sum of em like me wu tink of ndp gonna end soon dey will cry nw...dun cry bahx..save ur tears...bring more tissue on ndp dat dae den ok le...

~ndp gonna stay in my heart forever~

2005-07-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO WEI XING!!!

hmm..a new wk hab begin le..haix...started wit a bad dae too...ya...bt aniway, todae is also weixing birthdae!hAHax...happie birthdae to him...

todae after sch ard 330, i went to lot 1...went wit nian en...cuz she went to buy george present...den i also buyin for sandy n esmond mahx...so headache siax...esmond present haiyo..hahax...bt aniway, nth much happen todae... all i noe is i wan to keep my smile on face foreva...no matter wad happen...cuz i tink is enough to hab so mani fren concernin for me...thx to Da xiong...although noe him nt long bt reali find him gd...he is a cool guy men...n thx to nian en n wei xing...reali thx for being such a gd listener n thx for being ere when i nd sumone e most...

Xie xie ni men...
~slient world~

~nice~

2005-07-17T20:32:00.000-07:00

hahax...yst ndp for NE show 2 was great!!..hahax...lub it so much men...yst grand finale dey gt gib light stick siax... den so mani ppl was throwin their light stick in e air...hahax...cuz e atmosphere was so high men...hahax...cant imagine wad gonna be e actual dae atmosphere...cfm more worse n happy de...wahoo..hahax...yst also noe alot of tin men...gt benny de...gt e esmond de...hahax...both also cant believe it...hahax...recently also heard abt my partner de tin...also cant believe it...hahax...hope it is juz a rumour bahx...hahax...

E light sticK which is given to us... nice horx??

~oH mY goSh! nT agN la!..~

2005-07-07T18:08:00.000-07:00

haix...yst din get to blog...so todae blog...cuz yst gt NDP...ARGH!....oh my gosh...AGN N AGN...e formation of NDP hab change agn!..N sum more NE show is tis sat...how to manage it??den if we did nt do a gd job tis sat den cher n e chong blame us agn...ARGH..if we reali did a bad job den plz dun blame us ok??cuz it is so last min...oh my gosh!...reali dun dare to tink of tis cumin sat men...PHEW...

Haix...oni left 14 more times of NDP practice exclude e real dae..when NDP reali end le...haix...dun wish to do countdown for it...bt my dear mei remind me of dat...oh my gosh...mei ar mei...why remind me of dat??

2005-07-04T20:06:00.000-07:00

haiz...so many dae din blog le...also lotsa of tin happen....haiz...gt gd de gt bad de..hmmm...tink once and for all i blog it down bahx....ermx...let me tink..

last mon...which is e first dae of sch...i gt to go back to sch ard 4pm for my ndp media brief rehearsal which is at city hall inside e court ere...hahax...gd hor can go inside ere...but it was a sacy n bad experience for us to go ere...although it sound nice to be ere...but it is nt...ermx...we saw taufik n rui en ere...wow...rui en is damn pretty siax..hahax...taufik??ok la...nt reali dat handsum lor...aniway dat dae it was nt reali dat fun...cuz it as i said it was scary n bad experience..lot of us cry men...we stil nd ppl to accompany us hm...sound reali scary hor...bt nt gonna tell u all is wad...hahax...happy guessin...

last tue??ermx...nth happen much lorx..

last wed huh?? ermx...gt tin happen...dat dae was a damn tired dae for e media brief ppl...cuz while almost u all r all slpin we gt to wake up ard 4 plus to prepare to go to sch...n is in e mornin..AM nt PM horx..bt ok la...nd nt study dat dae...hahax...dat dae was a damn tired dae for us...haiz...bt after all it was a nice dae...hahax...at ere..ere ish lots of reporters men...den muz keep smilin so sianx...hahax...smile til my mouth gonna hab cramp liaox...haiz.. den we stil gt nice nice food to eat siax...hahax...tink dat dae was so far we hab ndp trainin n e food was gd...hahax...i start to lub eatin liaox..hahax...dunno y...mayb cuz...hahax...i noe myself den can liaox...hahax...dun tell u...den stil got e make up..ya make up...wahx... e make up dey put is like dey scare their foundation wont use finish like dat...put til lot men...but ok la...i oni hate my eye brown...eek...digustin men...eek...i went to use tissue n clean it off....shh...dun tell others...hahax...lame me...den after dat i rmb we r so tired dat we went to slp in sch til 3pm den we went for our trainin insch...we r reali very very tired...hahax...but i found out one tin..i start to lub ndp lots n lots...it let orchid ppl to stand united as one to do all formation...NDP rulex...n i hab noe lots of fren too...hahax...haix but sad 090805 gonna reach soon le...haix...i dun wan it to cum...haiz...

Last thurs n fri also nth reali happen much hahax...

den sat huh??ermx..haiz lots men...haiz..dunno how to sae it all out...gt sad de gt happy de..bt i wil always rmb tis sat de....cuz i actuali get to shout out loud le...as loud as i wan n can man!....cool men...reali feel relax after e shout at NDP finale...cuz is like we hab finale after all act de mahx...den is like everyone was very crazy men...we shout out loud n jump n sing...hahax...at e moment when we r shoutin i m tellin myself dat...shout all out....cuz i hab been torelatin e shout for very long men...hahax...i reali shout it loud...hahax...feel so relax...haix...tink other tin which happen on dat dae i wont write it down le bahx...

hahax...aniway i m jux waitin for tis sat de NE show 1....YEAH...hahax...all my dear orchids u guys muz do well dat dae hor...n u all muz cum horx...hahax..let's enjoy n treasure e time we hab nw b4 NDP reali ends....believe me...u will miss NDP de....although, our formation hab been change le...n we r nt on stage animore bt on staircase bt we mux stil work hard n do e best we can on every previews n NE show n of cuz e real dae of NDP ok??...believe we can do it de....

~sorry guys...~

2005-06-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!
SORI TO CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!
SORI TO ALL ORCHIDS!!!!!!!!

haiz...went to sch happily todae...cuz thot can celebrate muii AI birthdae happily todae but in e end haiz...so many bad tin happen...haiz...sad men haiz...den is like i plan de mahx...den is like in e end gt so many bad tin happen den very guilty siax..haiz..i reali nv tink dat tin wil becum like tis haiz...so sori men...

cuz is like our AI(christopher) 21st birthdae mahx...so tink of celebrate for him so dat we could make it memorable for him instaed of jux pass it off like tt...bt den...haiz....jux becuz of e Ruhaizah la...she very wad siax..ARGH...cant stand her men...Cuz is like after we celebrate it in sch we do nt hab much time to eat the cake mahx...den we plan to eat in e bus..cuz almost everytime dinner n lunch eat in e bus de...so thot tis time can also...den is like after we settle down in e bus..our AI start to cut e cake lor...den is like e bus driver also allow us to eat in e bus..but e ruhaizah she told our Ai dat dun gib us eat...den she use dose like attitude lor...den our AI (chris) sae gib me e no wu sae cant eat one... den ruhaizah keep quiet...Bt stupid siax..immediately when reach padang dat time...she went to tell mdm rosnah..den nvm...she went to tell e senior AI men...wad e hell??wu she tink she is...keep act pity in front of so many ppl...ARGH!!! cant stand it men...den nvm lor...bt most impt is she told e senior AI dat sack chris off...mean dowan him in NDP animore...wad e hell??e moment we noe it we damn angry lor...is reali very very angry lor...she is like..jealous no cake for her like dat..den is like nt as if in e first place we nt givin her mahx...she make it till so big like dat...wad for??idoitic man!... den after dat e senior AI find our both AI n tok to em...den is like...very fast lor...alot of other grp AI noe abt tis tin le...den one of e AI frm other grp came n tell us...die le( he show e hand sign)...den he sae gonna change AI le...oh my gosh!...no way men! y change??he did nth wrong n we did nth wrong too!argh! so fed up men! den is like at dat time... sum of us reali cry lor...haiyo...cuz too sad le mahx..change AI kehx..haiz...we dun even reali wan 9th of august to cum den nw so fast gona change AI..no way men!...ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz...den when we go hm dat time...stupid men..another teacher say wad gonna sack e person wu bought e cake...argh...reali dun get it lor...wad dey actuali wan??haiz...if e person reali kana sack off..den i tink most of e fren of her cfm wont cum de...den i cfm wan to go ask teacher to sack me off also de...cuz i dowan to live in a life of guilty!...den i dowan like reali...haiyo..dunnno how to sae...cuz nt her fault mahx....is my fault mahx...ask her to buy de...den dat time...when i heard dat...i reali cant control my tears le men...is like i m in e fault lor...cuz if i dun plan it den nth wil happen le...haiz...i cry le...den lotsa of ppl cum console me...include e ger wu maybe wil kana kick out cuz she bought e cake..den like dat i more like thinkin i m in e wrong lor haiz...sian men....den is like so wad lor...haiz...den when b4 boarding e bus...our teacher in charge shud be e ruhaizah mahx..bt u noe..in e end...she din cum n take care of us...she chage wit other teacher..wad e hell??dare to do dun dare to face us huh??wad e hell..argh...den e teacher wu wanna sack e ger wu bought e cake is bcuz she tink we celebrate for AI becuz we wanna flirt him...oh my gosh!wad e nonsense is dat??reali dunno lor...celebrate birthdae also sae we flirt...haiz...aniway i reali damn sad n guilty lor...of cuz damn angry lor...

haiz...cher ar cher...can u all stop helpin each other??n tink of our feeling??...stop being so selfish hao mah??n dun say we celebrate birthdae for AI n sae we r flirtin him...mind ur words men!! if reali cant celebrate...den at first shud write down law first...bt u all din!!!!!!!!!! so dun blame us...n tok crap!!!!!argh!!!!!! den senior AI also...plz lor...christopher n sixi also can sae partly is ur fren...dun sae fren...sae like in those c wu is rite n wrong...do u reali tink is their fault or e teacher fault??tink it urself....if u reali replace him den it mean he is in e wrong..which mean...is also our fault too...tink abt it men...dun becuz of teacher sae it den u all muz obey...all tis is crap...hab a own decision of urs hao mah...if nt u all reali obey de hua...den wad about us??haiz...

2005-06-24T17:19:00.000-07:00

hahax...already gt ard 5 dae nv blog le...hahax...ermx...so todae free so i cum n blog lor...ermx...i went to sch todae for ndp...hahax...so busy todae...gt to ask ppl to do tin for chirstopher birthdae..so tired...den very funny hahax...all my fren wu kana media de..dey gt e letter den i dun hab i thot i wont hab but so toopid...cher say she will gib me tml...sian men!!!!!!!!..toopid..hahax...anyway gd la...mon n wed dun nd go sch..muhaha...ermx...den went to lot 1 wit eleena n nian en...went to buy wrappin paper to wrap my grandma de present hahax..den we stil take neo print...hahax...reali beri nice lor e neo print...den iish like first time so satisfied...hahax...wahahax...one more dae to my grandma n christopher brithdae le...

~wad is he tryin to do??~

2005-06-20T20:19:00.000-07:00

haiz..so many tin happen bt i juz dowan to write down in muii blog...cuz he say he doesnt wan to let e public noe...bt i m juz thinking if dat reali so y he go n tell her?? i reali dun get it..haiz...all i could say nw is my life is in a mess...haiz.i dunno wad he tryin to do to my life...rule my world??mess it??if it is both...den let me tell him,he hab done it!..haiz...happy?!haiz...i reali hab no idea wad my next step of life is...haiz...stuck in my world...haiz...

tirin bt i m laughin

2005-06-19T14:25:00.000-07:00

hahax..I m bacK.. yst went to ndp... so nv blog..Bt reali enjoy muiiself ere..Although itis tirin n sianz bt i think so far frm 11/06 i hab nv been so enjoyinin muiiself n laugh so natural le...haiz...it iish reali gd to be busy bahx... bt yst i also quite tu lan de... one of muii bro fren came to make muii face ferr no reason so stupid siax..like a crazy boii like dat..stupid.. den after he make liao den he runaway i cant be chasing ard at e whole padang juz ferr him de mahx.. so i din get muii revenge yeT argh!!!...i m also piss off by e teacher-in-charge of our bus..She damn wad sia... cuz we bring our hp to padang mahx... den iish our AI sixi..he actuali ask us to keep our tin into a plastic bag den he keep it ferr us in case lost mahx..den he gib it to mdm lim(teacher in charge)..den when goin hm dat time..we go ask ferr our tin back..she damn bloody hell lor...she say we very notti...dowan keep in sch wan to brin it to padang den very troublesum ferr her to take care of e whhole plastic bag..She nonsense lor..!!! wad kinda of logic iish tis..so many teacher keep also nv complain den oni she complain..summore wan to confiscate...Afterdat,she pass it to ms ibaidah den ms ibaidah gib it to mr Tan our tin..!!argh..wad shit isit.. as if like we r using our hp during trainin time..Nw oni ask her keep den she make e tin like so big like dat...she thot she BIG CARD huh!!!..siaox... den so many ppl get piss off by her men..Den when we r in e bus..we keep sing song n make noise mahx...den she came over n scold us..den we so tu lan.. we becum rebellious... Hahx..we keep tokin back to her..den so bo bian.. juz walk bach to her seat..Wahahaha..after we reach sch we r e few last to leave de..cuz in e end we go get back e tin frm ms ibaidah..den she go ask mr tan ferr his car key den..ms ibaidah say.. y so many ppl brin also nv kana confiscate bt u all kana..den i say iish e teacher lor..nt our fort..iish not logic at all..summore she tell us dat mdm lim ask mr tan n her muz punish us n muz confiscate our tin for sure..We listen liao we so angry siaz...ARGH... bt luckily ms ibaidah gd..she say..next time dun bring den she make it e first warning to us..Phew!!... lucky we gt take back our tin lor..if nt ARGH... mDm lim..gonna hate her ferr life..

hahax... i also type we we bt nv say wu r e we hor... hahax..iish almost e whole orchid lor... haha...

erMx..den wad tin reali make me keep laughin de iish... haha..e other grp AI..george..haha..nt e sch george hor... haha..cuz he keep lookin at shereen den when mag,xiu ting,shereen n muii together tokin den we start to make fun of him n shereen haha... reali damn funny lorx...hahax..esp when we having our grand finalle dat time..haha we ask him to cum over den we ask him whether isit he wan to ask her out...reali very funny..yst we also play alot of games..so childish like dat...hahax..den 4 Ai lookin at us..so pai sae bt so funny n nice game..Muahaha...hahax..

After NDP, i went hm n bath den i chat on phone till ard 1 plus to 2 den i slp liaox..cuz i ate my medi den so tired..hahax...i stop bloggin here le..if todae gt any special tin den i blog agn..hahax...

~thInking of him~

2005-06-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

ErMx..WaiT ar let muii tink wad happen todae..Ermx.. todae jux like normal dae lorx...nth happen much...hahax.. bt i think let mui describe ar..Ermx.. early in e morning ard 8 like dat my bro "cao" me wake up agn..cuz he wan use com mahx..den he open muii door so loud den sum more he drag e com chair oso so loud..summore his main purpose to wake up so early use com iish bcuz he scare i use.. haiyo..he so kiasu ritex??Ermx.. when i wake up dat time muii mum already went out liao..den muii grandma oso went out liao...my dad went to work.. haiz.. sian lor.. oni left my bro n muii..haiz...Bt luckily my neighbour ask muii go her hse to chit chat wit her...hahax..den ard 12 like dat i went hm.. i took muii medi n de i saw 1 msg receive in muii hp..hahax...den i reply e msg after i reply muii fren call me n ask muii to chit v=chat wit her also..so luckily i hab tin to do..hahax...

After..chattin e phone wit her...i online n chat wit weixing..Wow.. he super super funny todae..he sent muii lotsa of sad sad song... n den he ask me to cry..n he oso say after finish cryin todae den muz try to let go tin liao...haiz.. all his song n mv reali manage to make me cry.. reali very very sad..Haiz..bt all i wan to say iish if i reali can let go of him i hab done dat earlier n ere iish no nd any patch b4 dat..haiz.. Bt i will wait de.. cuz all i can do other den wait iish stil wait...Unless muii lurve ferr him has fade den i wont wait bt i tink it iish impossible ferr muii to do dat.. haiz.. Cuz i reali lub him lotsa..haiz..tink i beta stop all dis sad sad tin le if nt i tink i tml goin to hab panda eye n swollen eye agn le...haiz...

ErMx...haiz... reali spoil muii mood after writin haiz.. i reali hab no idea wad to write nw le.. muii mind iish thinkin of him agn..haiz.. i think i stop here le bahx...Ermx..bt i tink i tml wont update le bahx...cuz tml..gt ndp...gd gd.. i can busy agn le...

2005-06-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha!!! iish my first time using e blog lehx...hahax.. my blog iish nt oni created by muii but also my God-sis de..so nice horx?? cuz almost all iish done by her de..Muhaha.. reali thx her ferr her effort..xie xie ni!!!..nahx kiss ferr ya.. muackx muackx...

YaWnx...todae wake up at 8am n yst i slept at 4 am..Wow..so tirin..i wake up so early jux becuz of muii breakfast todae..haiz.. sianx..My grandma woke me up at 8am n ask me to go to marine parade the parkway thai resturant to eat..Haiyo.. i was jux thinkin oni eat mahx... gt to wake up so early mehx.. sianx..summore my sick haben recover yet n it make me more lazy to go..haiz...Hahax.. bt in e end i hab no choice bt to go..when i reach ere, first tin cum into my mind iish..die le.. my sore throat iish goin to get worst le..It was like buffet dose type de.. den thai food iish so spicy so iish like every min i gt to drink water..summore i forget to bring my medi to eat..more sian lorx.. haiz...AfteR finisH eatIn.. We weNt to shop in e shoppin centre..WoW.. e clothes ere iish so nice lorx.. so i bought alot of clothes hm.. haha..we went hm straight after finish buying muii clothes haha..

When i reach hm, i went to bath den i eat my medi n cum online..den i chat wit my fren ferr awhile den my medi make me wanna slp so ard 4 like dat i go to slp.. bt.. so sianz.. ard 5 plus my hp ring!!...So stupid men..haiz.. e stupid hp... Argh..den after.. i finish chattin e phone wit my fren i start to becum bored agn.. den i also cant get back to slp liao.. so sianx.. haiz...dunno y i suddenly think of so many sad tin after i hang up e phone..haiz..haiyo..i tink i beta dun write abt so many sad sad tin le...Den ard... 8 i took my medi agn..den i went to watch tv...haha.. e jue dui superstar..Wow.. iish so nice men e show..haha..den at 10 i online agn..haha..i think i todae will slp ard 2 plus bahx..ya guess so...